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Limitness Power: Reiki
by
Wendy Darling
INTRODUCTARY NOTE: Previously in Inception,
I've written three articles (1,
2 and 3)
on my journey learning to explore and benefit from the limitless
power of the universe through practices related to tantra and
transcendent visualization. This past May, I took my explorations
a little further and went through training in Reiki Level I and
Level II. My master teacher was Storm Constantine and training
took place in her home in Stafford, England.
In a way, I'd been doing Reiki* work for a year and a half before
I even had my training. A lot of the work I'd done with energy
tied in the notion of a universal energy source which I could
harness and directly through my body and direct either into myself
or into the universe. My work also involved a lot of visualization,
which also seems key to Reiki, or at least key to the particular
type of Reiki in which Storm initiated me. Thus the training I
received was not so much out of the blue but more like a formalized
training system to achieve specific goals using the same sorts
of energies I'd been manipulating on my own, untrained.
I didn't come to Stafford armed only with my own experience,
however. I had made some preparations by doing readings on Reiki
both from Storm's
own Reiki web site and other resources and manuals online.
One of the things I read most thoroughly was a free e-book called
Reiki Plain and Simple
by Vincent Amador. I remember reading it on my PalmPilot on the
days before leaving as well as during the actual trip. From that
book I got a grasp of the overall history, uses, system and potential
of Reiki. I also learned that Reiki is not any one thing but can
be many things, depending on your teacher, what other systems
you are using it with, and your own personal approach to it.
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| Storm
and I posing in a cosy corner at Biddulph Grange, one of the
many lovely places she and Jim took me to. |
As it turned out, despite all the different variations of Reiki,
the kind of Reiki I encountered with Storm was exactly what I
was looking for — which really didn't surprise me since
she and I seem like-minded on quite a lot of matters. With Storm
I didn't need to abandon my past experience and say "forget all
that, Reiki has all the answers." Also, I didn't have to maintain
any level or purity or take anything as dogma. She trusted me
as an intelligent, intuitive person to be able to take what I
needed from what I was being taught and build my own experience,
just like I was being handed supplies and tools.
My training took place over the course of basically only two
days. I understand that some Reiki initiations can take days or
weeks, but Storm was confident two days would be enough. Her own
Reiki training had also been a crash course and she had gotten
through it and later became a Reiki Master, so there's nothing
inherently wrong in it. Reiki is a lifelong gift and it is practice
and further study that will strengthen the understanding; not
all of this must be done in the actual training. I was quite happy
with the two days, even if the second day was a bit quashed by
other things. Any more than two days and I would have been squirming
because it was my vacation and I'm far too fond of the English
countryside and would have been pining for narrow roads, tea gardens,
and National Trust estates.
Reiki I
My first day of training, encompassing Reiki I, was by far the
more vigorous and lengthy. All the groundwork was laid that day
and the rest, so I gathered, built on that foundation and to some
degree, was icing on the cake (enough mixed metaphors in that
sentence, huh?).
We started around noon, moving into Storm's amazing multi-purpose
front room, which serves as not only the living & entertainment
room but as a treatment room, training facility and ritual space.
I hadn't noticed it before, since I'd only arrived the day before,
but the room is set up in a way so it can be transformed quickly
and easily to whatever purpose it's being used for. For Reiki,
Storm drew the blinds (we began around noon), pulled the coffee
table to the side, shut off the electric lights, lit candles and
incense, and kicked out all the cats (she has nine). Voila, we
now had our Reiki room!
The very first thing we did was a healing session. Storm had
a big futon along one wall, right next to the radiator and it
was a nice warm space when she had me lay down on the carpet with
my head on the futon. Sitting behind me, she carried out a thirty-minute
Reiki treatment on me and told me to simply relax and let the
Reiki begin to do its work on me. It was a wonderful feeling,
as Storm placed her hands mostly on my head in various Reiki positions.
Her hands were hot and it was easy to imagine the heat, as it
spread, was the energy and from there feel it seeping around my
body. I kept my eyes closed and had wonderful visions, mainly
of pulsing colors and lights. All the while Storm had great meditative
music playing, something that was a part of all the work we did.
Afterward I felt very relaxed, very good.
Next I had my first attunement. I really enjoyed all the attunements
I had on both days. The first one was quite overwhelming because
I hadn't really known what to expect. I knew Storm was going to
do something to me that only a Reiki Master knows how to do, but
since it's something higher level, I didn't really know what it
would be.
Anyway, for the attunement Storm had me sit on a nice comfortable
stool, which she placed near the center of the room. Sitting relaxed
with my eyes closed, I let Storm go to work. The attunement was
a combination of words and gestures. Storm stood in front but
also circled around me. Several times she surprised me by suddenly
blowing really hard in the direction of my head, almost like she
was blowing out a birthday candle on top of my head. (I'm still
not sure what that was about.) She also called on the power of
Reiki to come and invest me so I could progress in my training
and have Reiki as my partner.
The coolest thing for me, though, was the bell she used. She
had a bell which she struck and I don't think I had ever experienced
the tone of a bell the way I did then. It was like the attunement
had tuned in my senses so I could hear each individual vibration
of the sound, not just the single tone. During subsequent attunements
I was actually able to almost taste and see the sound, the sensation
it caused was so much more than sound.
All during that first attunement, I had visions and bodily experiences.
They were very much like the visions I'd discovered how to have
on my own. For example, I felt like I was experiencing Reiki almost
like a wave in the atmosphere or a radio beam. The sound of the
bell emphasized this and to me it was like when Storm struck the
bell it was like she was calling in the Reiki energy and it was
bursting out, becoming visible. I let the Reiki and the bell sound
sink into me; it was very visceral. Finally the attunement was
complete and Storm let me gradually wake up into normal consciousness.
After this we had about an hour break, so Storm could take care
of some business. (It's not specifically in my journal from that
day but I'm sure we also had tea. It's totally inevitable.) Our
second round was similar to the first except with a few new twists.
There was a meditation session, in which Storm led us in a visualization
to be able to start Reiki flowing into our bodies down our spines
and then through our bodies. Storm also did another healing session
on me, during which I had very powerful visions and a feeling
that I was being healed. My stomach had really been bothered me
for weeks and during the healing I felt like there was all this
force really attacking all the irritation. Even though I had believed
Reiki would work beforehand, actually feeling it working was pretty
amazing. At the end of this section of work, Storm did another
attunement and again I had some very cool visions and visceral
sensations. Once complete, I was given a packet of information
on Reiki and different part of Reiki I, like hand positions for
healing.
We had another break then because naturally we needed more tea.
Feeling relaxed and confident, I next got to switch with Storm
and do a healing session on her. She had already explained the
basic hand positions for work on the head and also used them on
me twice, so it was actually easy to know what to do. I sat down
on the futon with Storm's head there lying in front of me. (And
yes, I did think to myself, "I can't believe I'm in England about
to do Reiki treatment on Storm! Who would have dreamed this?")
Before doing anything with my hands, I used the visualization
techniques she had taught me to "turn Reiki on," bringing it down
into myself, down my spine. When I felt I had that well in hand,
I began the treatment. I worked on Storm for about fifteen minutes
and used four different hand positions. Throughout it all, I felt
very confident in myself and in Reiki. The Reiki energy, so I
sensed was very strong. When I was finally done, Storm told me
she'd gotten quite a "blast" from me.
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| Jim
and Storm enjoying the lovely landscape of Cannock Chase |
There was a break of a couple hours or so then. We were both
hungry and so after some tea (see, inevitable!) Storm's husband
Jim started up dinner. After dinner we went out to one of Storm
and Jim's favorite places, Cannock Chase, which was absolutely
lovely and full of magic, which Storm had told me. The most fascinating
part of it was this grove of incredibly ancient, gnarled trees,
each one as big around as several trees. It was like a witch's
forest, so dark and full of dark twisted things. I was also shown
a special hollow where a lot of people have carried out rituals
and rites.
Back in Stafford, Storm finished me off in Reiki I, doing a final
attunement. It was more elaborate than before since it was the
final one for that level. I had visions of the Chase, especially
of dark and twisted limbs and sunlight through the leaves. I was
pronounced complete with Reiki I.
Reiki II
Several days elapsed before I was brought through Reiki II. During
that time I was either at home in Stafford doing homebody things
(movies, reading, Internet stuff, tea, crisps, etc.) or being
trundled around Staffordshire and Shropshire in the back of Storm
& Jim's infamous Landrover.
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The
Landrover, otherwise known
as "The Beast." |
The funny thing about being in the back of the Landrover was
that it was actually a pretty good place to practice some of my
Reiki skills. The back where I was sitting had no windows except
the one in back, so it was fairly dark. It was really loud in
there, being uninsulated, and I couldn't talk with Storm or Jim
because it was too loud. So I'd sit in the back for long stretches
feeling very hot and sleepy, going into a kind of nap/trance while
still sitting up. Often I'd get sick to my stomach, especially
since I was having menstrual cramps, and to do deal with it I
tried out Reiki. I found that it worked pretty well even if all
it did was trigger my muscles into relaxing and the nerves making
the pain signals to stop their nonsense. I really have the attitude
that it doesn't matter how it works, long as it works.
Finally it was a Sunday and time for Reiki II. I'd stayed up
very late that Saturday with Storm, Gabby and Lydia doing online
Wraeththu chat, drinking and writing, then half that morning was
a big work session for getting the Immanion Press edition of The
Enchantments of Flesh and Spirit ready for the printer. Oh,
and there were oatcakes and tea and coffee and all the lovely
English breakfast type things we indulged ourselves in. In short,
I was quite sated and in fact hyped up when at last we began our
session, in the early afternoon.
Reiki II initiation isn't nearly so involved as Reiki I. The
main purpose of it seemed to be two-fold: 1) introduction to the
three symbols of Reiki and 2) introduction to distance healing.
For the symbols Storm showed me each of them and explained their
meaning and how to draw them. I remember my mind was like a sponge
that day and I found it very easy to remember them even though
they were in Japanese. I was made to sit at the dining room table
and draw them out many times from memory.
For the distance healing portion, Storm led me through a meditation
and each of us did distance healing using the symbols. I did my
practice on Bridgette Parker, co-writer of the upcoming Breeding
Discontent book, as I knew she was having some problems health-
and spirit-wise. I'd also already asked her for her consent. I
basically was asking Reiki to find Bridgette, who lives in Texas,
and enable her to overcome some of her difficulties. Storm gave
me another packet that showed all the symbols and gave more detailed
information on parts of Reiki II.
We didn't finish all of Reiki II that day, however, because there
were other things to do, like have dinner, do the Chamber
of Gateways ritual, watch TV, have scones and cream, and stay
up very late on the computers.
The next day was my last full day in England and Storm and I
did all sort of things until finally mid-afternoon Jim went off
for his shift and we said, "OK, time to close up!" She did the
final attunement on me, in the multi-functional front room, and
with that I was complete Reiki II.
Storm filled out two certificates, which to me was almost weird
because it's hard to put a measure on something like spiritual
training. On the other hand, it was very cool because I felt like
I'd just gone through Wraeththu caste training. (In fact, Storm
told me what my "caste level" kind of was but I can't remember
it at the moment.)
Since Then
Since returning from England I have kept up with the Reiki, although
in the past month not to the extent I would like. A lot of May
and June was filled with various Reiki experiments, however.
One of the nicest things I found was how I could Reiki to both
relax and energize myself during stressful periods or times when
I felt crappy. A number of times I turned my own living room into
a ritual chamber and carried out self-treatment. Another time
I went over to a nearby park and sat under a tree and did it.
I felt a bit self-conscious about writing symbols in the air and
putting my hands on my tummy out where anyone could see me, but
I did it anyway. I also carried out Reiki in bed at night, which
Storm had told me was a good time to do it, just resting hands
on your stomach and tuning in to Reiki just before you drift off.
In addition to self-treatment I've done two hands-on treatments,
both of them on my friend Caleb. Both times he came to me very
stressed, feeling anxious and having sore feet. Often in the past
I've given him massages but this time he asked if I wanted a chance
to do the Reiki. I was very eager to try out my skills. I had
Caleb lie on living room floor, on the plush Oriental carpet,
head propped up on some velvet cushions, while darkening the room
to only candlelight and turned on appropriate music. I sat on
my own cushions and carried out treatment by touching his feet
as well as his head.
The first time I did it, I felt the energy channeling through
me was overpoweringly strong, like it has just been waiting and
now was streaming through me like I'd been primed. Gripping Caleb's
feet, I felt the energy was coming out of me and running into
his feet and from there up his legs and through his whole body.
At times I found I couldn't even feel my hands or his feet but
that both had disappeared, lost physically and become pure energy!
Caleb told me that each time I'd alter the position of my hands
on his feet and even after I'd moved my hands completely away
and over to his face, he could feel "after images" of where my
hands had been and the energy had fused us together.
As I mentioned early, this past month had been bad for Reiki,
as I have been letting myself get too busy and have been neglecting
things which "take time," even though they could make my life
a lot better. At least this week I did something to rectify this
and get myself in the frame of mind of brushing up and refocusing:
Got a Reiki book that's small enough I can carry it around easily
and remind myself of the basic principles and elements. It looks
like a very nice book, without a lot of rigid structure, more
of a free interpretation or open framework. Hopefully it will
help tune me in and get me doing Reiki again, for myself and others.
In conclusion, I want to thank Storm for all she taught me and
what she has gifted me with or what she has allowed me to recognize
as a gift. I think Reiki is here for everybody and it's really
just a matter of learning how to connect with it.
* Although this article should be somewhat self-explanatory,
if starting this article you are asking yourself "But what the
hell is Reiki?????" you might read
the very short summary on the first page of Vincent Amador's
book Reiki Plain and Simple.
About the Author:
Wendy Darling (nickname Wiebke Fesch) is a web designer, fanfic author,
and editor of Inception. She lives in Atlanta, GA, where she is self-employed,
operating her own web design business, Metro Girl. Wendy is co-author of a Wraeththu
Mythos novel called Breeding
Discontent, and is an editor with Immanion Press. You can reach Wendy
at wdarling@abraxis.com. |